hello
since i guess i started everything, i shall end it.
and to start the end is to own up.
i
am
blahblah. [anyway i thought it was rather obvious from my tone (:]
and now, i shall continue.
i'm really sorry for everything thats happened, but i know sorry doesnt solve a thing.
its just...
ahh.
firstly, i didnt expect things would blow so big.
how can i salvage it?
please tell me.
i really dont know.
truth is, i do love everyone in band.
i love my batchmates.
i love my secthrees.
i love my secfours.
especially my secfours.
i do.
i really do.
i guess the disappointment was felt bothways when
we i said i didnt love the secfours.
i do.
sighhh.
sighhhhhhhhhhh.
wo ze me shuo cai hao ne?
OF COURSE i love you guys, and i'm not being sacarstic.
i really do.
i realise now that what i've learnt the most from you all is that some of the greatest things need not be said.
argh.
i dont want to break this thread.
i dont want to be responsible for killing off what we had with our directs.
to my batch, i'm sorry for what i've done.
to my directs, i dont mean what i said, i see now. [my first instincts were wrong haha ok nvm not funny]
sighhhh
i really dont know what to do.
all i can say is i'm sorry; and i really mean it
jamie; 10:10 PM
